I used to love writing, and I think I still do, or at least, I love the idea of writing. I don't know what it is specifically that has led to such a huge block with my writing. Any ideas? As if anyone even reads this (apart from me and my best friend occasionally)...
"Life's a bitch and then ya die, that's why we get high, cos you never know when you're gonna go" so said a rapper once. That mentality is rather destructive to any sense of forward thinking or security but perhaps it's bleakness and cynicism is a self-preservation thing; don't raise your expectations, and you won't be disappointed.
I say in response, fuck that! Raise your expectations, and when they're repeatedly not met, keep picking yourself up and try again. If you never reach them, at least you've tried and you surely will have learnt something useful along the way...in theory.
I'm really saying that to myself...